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Sunday, July 15, 2007


Alot of things had happened during the past 2 weeks.
It's been an emotional, mental and physical rollarcoaster ride.
All will come to an end tomorrow.
Regarding my career path,
Whether I've been right or totally and disastrously wrong all along will come to light in less than 24 hrs.

My social life, in other words frens...
Weird is the word.
I've been playing the Love doctor for the past few weeks.
Giving out advices...
Trying to mend some broken hearts...
Or salvage a few dying relationships.
Tips to court a girl... blah blah blah.
WAH!
I'm tired!!!

IRONIC!!
I cant even handle my own relationship problems.
So why the hell am I dishing out solutions and suggestions to help others?
The scariest thing is...
They actually worked!

Sigh... was talking to YW.
And all the while I was thinking...
Why is it that everyone around me has someone to love or be loved by...
Except me?
Felt very empty inside.
Not totally empty... coz I know more about myself then I ever did before.
But life's still in shades of black and grey...
Where did all the colors go to?

Still so trapped in pain.
Still can't bear to talk about you.
How I wish...

How could an angel break my heart?
Why didn't she catch my falling star?
I wish I didn't wish so hard.
Maybe I wished the love apart.
How could an angel break my heart?
Oh, my soul is crying, it's dying...
I'm trying to understand...
Please help me...

Hollow
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