Friday, July 27, 2007
Have I reached the end of the circle?
Only to find myself back at square one
Back to you.
On the day of my convocation.
You're all that I could think of.
Totally overwhelmed by the tsunami of memories.
Memories of us.
Happy times, sad times...
It was supposed to be the happiest day of my life.
Since I've waited like a lifetime
To wear the funny looking gown.
Only to realise that I've also waited a lifetime
To meet someone like you.
You were so near, yet so far.
Cliche, but literally so true.
Hoping you'd come out after class
To take a picture with me.
To be with me, during the most important moment of my life.
But you were nowhere to be seen.
It was hard, trying to smile at the camera.
I went home early,
Tired, feet screaming from wearing three-inch high heels.
I went straight to my bed after shower.
Tears flowed immediately. Uncontrollably.
Tearing, I texted you saying that the day sucked.
You asked why. I replied coz you weren't there.
And it lead to an apology and dinner straight after that.
From feeling so damn low and lousy, you brighten up my day.
Seeing you again after so long...
Another realization hit me.
That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
I sent you home after dinner.
Ended up staying over that night.
We talked about us... a few more tears shed.
Being so close to you... feels like coming home.
You snuggled up to me in the middle of the night.
I've never felt so at peace with the world.
Baby, I love you.
Hollow
4:48 AM;
