To pursue my dreams. A dream house - A mega big house with several rooms, coz I intend to share with my Sampan 'Wildthangs' Quartet. A porch big enough for 5 cars, a nice swimming pool at the back of the house to host our private parties for Grrls only! A dream car - A sleek, black BMW Z4 convertible. Style and class.
Putting what's left of my heart aside now. Like the monstrous octopus being in P.O.C, who kept his heart in a chest and stowed it away where no one else can find it. I dont wish to be touched anymore. I dont want to feel romance anymore.
Just wanna play solitaire.
Hollow
8:16 AM;
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
This is so DAMN funny and true... to a certain extent.
Virgo - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most. You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions. A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.
Your negative traits:
Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.
Your ideal partner:
Values success in life as much as you do Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic
Your dating style:
Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.
Your seduction style:
You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love
Tips for the future:
Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time. Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late. Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.
I would like to correct a few points though... 1) I do not have a list of qualities that my partner has to fulfill before I fall in love... except one - Love me for who I am. As long as this woman can do this... PLUS chemistry and a 'meant to be' situation, I'm all yours, to keep for life. 2) Despite being a virgo, I'm not really shy. In fact, I'm too out-going for many girls to accept. It's sucks, and PPL, being friendly does not equate to being FLIRTATIOUS. Neither does being cheeky = PLAYER. 3) I can be logical. But I AM emotional too. 4) Virgos are generally easy to understand and pretty straightforward ppl. But I'm not just that. I'm a book with logical facts but you have to read between the lines to truly understand me. Decipher me.
Hollow
5:37 AM;
Sunday, August 5, 2007
Once again...
I'm crucified.
How long more....
Before I'm bled dry....
Drive the nail in deeper.
Prolong my pain.... not.
Stop...
My still bleeding heart.
Beats are....
Getting faint...
Hollow
5:37 PM;
SoulMusic
李香兰 - Jacky Cheung
DarkMuse
ESTHER
D.O.B: 31/08/84
Loves: women(alot), BMW Z4, tanning, body art, books by Paul Coelho, the french culture, coffee, the color black.
Hates: This ain't easy to specify. (: I am more than What's on the surface. I don't do relationships, but that does not make me a player. Don't assume that you know me.
Desires
Fufilled Got My Degree
& Unfufilled Job Get a nice haircut Clothes from Zara Bag from BloodBrothers Money BMWZ4 A soulmate
